~~Valentine Day~~

My first valentine with Lo Gong. . .
and he isn't here *sigh* //

   Our first Valentine. . . .ended up like CRAP //no roses nor chocolates for me. .  no one saying "baby i love you, and only you". .  no romantic sang to me in class. .
no snuggle teddy bear for me to hug. . no pretty heart shaped necklaces for me. .
and worst of all no one understands how i feel. .  not even my friends. Ironic isn't it?! I know i shouldn't be complaining about this, because i have a love one and my friends don't. But for me to have a love one is like not having one at all.

Okay that felt better >< just needed to let it out! But my Lo Gong is coming back in a week's time :D *sigh* even though this wasn't the best Valentine for me. I'm sure there is plenty of Valentines to come for me and Lo Gong!

For all the singles out there, don't worry and hang in there, your special someone is just around the corner. Just like mine was! And it would be worth waiting for!!

Happy Valenting to all the love birds out there! Hope your spending it with the ones they love:D    Love, Lilian  

Th3.day.i.losT.my.HeaRt.

SepT 17/2006
      "I.lost.my.heart.to.u" but i gained ur heart in return :D 09/17 was the first day we started dating...i had liked you since my last entry blog so you guys could count how long it was. Back when i was still in china, I thought of you constantly and still up until now(Oct.7th) i still think of you non-stop. I have been counting the days and the time we spent together and i just realized that im growing attached to you....which to most girls is not a good thing becuz being to attached to their boyfriend at such a early stage would only cause problem through out the whole relationship. But i do hope we would neva get to that stage where we argue so much that we have to break-up like 6 times a week and get back together always. I just want to be yours' and only yours's from now till god knows when but it should be a very LONG time :D *sigh* i still can't believe im writing this in my entry blog becuz i neva thought you would like me that way! Cuz most guys i have crushes on neva like me in 'That' sort of way ...im just speechless.

~+++~    SpeshO noTeZ to:
Terri ::: bEb3..i.luv.u.gah!! no matter what ah! and im sooo sorry if i have not been hanging out wit you enuff, but itz times like these i need you to understand and compromise with me and help make this easy for me not harder mah!! When my relationship is steady enuff then i could have more time to spent wit you i promise :D and ill do ALL that i can to plz both you and Eric...hey we bsTesT frienDs gah niGgaA..& don't worry so much about 'OUR' NJ probleM *wink wink* if it's bound to happen it will happen dunt stress over too much with it. Your a great girl and if he can't see that then he needs to put his persecptive and po.V in place!

E.C<---or E-maN lol just ERIC would be fine rite?!?!:::
   Ur speshoo cuz ur my liTTO ericc bobo haha^^ no matter what ill be there for you i mite not ALWAYS be there but my heart and soul is deticated in making all your wishes come true (u noe what im talking bout) even iF other's feel that you won't be able to make it possible and even iF i don't have that much confidence in this also...ill still be here to back you up and threaten you with ur cellphone to make you do it :D and if you need a ear or a shoulder ask terri cuz she's taller then me so you could reach better then 'short litto' old me ><
   

 Sorr Juu + juu~JuU::.  傻豬 + 豬豬 .::  天才愛白痴///..::LiL+E.C::..  +*+*+  [effin luv.u]

 
EveN.CheN

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[iF you have luV you don't need to have anything else, & if you don't have it,
it doesn't matter much what else you have]

::.min3 and only min3.::

Sweet SeductioN

[Jun3 11th]

Wow the year past by so fast, i mean i swear i rmb yesterday was like wen i came back from china last year and like Lucie and Janbo came over my house  and we got so drunk. Well they did... and the worst part is that it was the day b4 school started haha good times. Major hang over the nxt day and we didn't get enuff sleep!! Gosh so many things happen this year....gr.11 ...to be honest i really don't feel like a gr. 11 i just feel like im still in gr.9 or something haha but next year is OUR year wow next year is the graduates of '07'

In about 6 days im leaving for Hong Kong. WoW thats quick and this week it the final exams. HahA for me which suX cuz i have like 4 final's in a week *sigh* i h8 leaving so fast + i met this GUY and i wanted to spend summer with him goDDDssshh this always happen!! But i hope i can still talk to him next year if he is still here XP anywayss my weekend was fine just today i went out with janbo and we went "shopping" lets just say we used our 5 finger discount haha i got a black beater and a green tanktop which both looked good on me :P i should shop more with her haha i noe im such i horrible person ahhh im gonna burn in hell XP oh well hehe^^ newayzz enuff talking!!

EssenCe.oF.da.niTe

[JUNE 1sT]

June is here and there's nothing to fear..execpt for finals X | Only 11 more days of school...which means 6 more classes of day 2's and 5 more classes of day 1's. WoW time sure flies, it only seem like yesterday we just got back from vacation. But i'll be leaving on the 17th of june to HK...can't wait :D i want to see my baybee so bad!! So im going to miss my S.S provincal so i have to do it when i come back!  I noe I noe ur ALL going to miss me mah hehe^^ who wouldn't LoL.....Im going to miss my speshoo TERRI's birthday again. *sigh* but i PROMISE i will be here for your eighteenth birthday! Thats a promise im going to keep. But OoOo today my maCbeth dramtic reading sucKed >>i forgot most of my lines!! i don't know what happen i just like blanket when i got up there *sigh* what happen to my courage *shake head*Also im going to miss my ho hung dai geh birthday wor...ERIC GOR so i would like to say

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE I LOVE YOU'

~~++I loVe annA suI++

[ooOoo i likey i likey]

jESS mcCarTneY

OkaY thaTs all For todaY rmB to <3 me!!!!

*KISsKIsS*

                                      
[/-\].|P.|R.I.|L 18th~~

       FirsT day back to schooL  was so tireing [is that a word?]...the night b4  i didn't sleeP untill 1:30 all thX to Uki & Jo~~ XD [>>33<<] & i  woke up at like 6:30 am.
stupid me. so the whole daY i was YAWNING like crazy!!  But today i had a ENGLISH test, it was easy i totally ACED it XD -*proud*- *sigh* but now i have to study for a CHEM test &  a MATH test...>< ahHhh so many tesTs im goinG to dieD >o<!!

[apRiL.19th]                                     
                      ]-[aPPy BirThdaY SennY

                     
                                   ~ Gah jei ALWAYS gum <33 u~

                    To my speshoO ah MUI:
                                          Happy BirthdaY bee, youR finallY 14!! Boy ur lmost half  way to thirty.. woOOO must be scary !! kaka >>3<< well gah jei wisHes ALL ur dreams come true la<be happy, don't worry cuz u'll find that speshoo sum1 soon enuff> *sniff sniff* Im proud of you bee.....love you lotS *MwaH*

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                    I just wanted to say that to my sister XD hehe^^ newayzz TODAY i had my CHEM test and MATH test ~sigh~ it went okay for my chem but for my math omGosH i think im going back to see the gr.11 nxT yeaR (T^T) *cry*. Afterschool Terri came over to do englisH project but...we got a litto side tracked so we end up taking piX hehe><

   
 (we look (o_o)?? kakaka)                                  (puker up bayBee >3<)

 
(Lee:we're suppose to be working
 Tewi: I no3...but just one more pic~)
               All becuz of terri >< haha. Then after went to the dentisT >< @#%@. At first i thought i was growing wisdom teeth but it turns out it was only my 2nd molaR..i was like wTfff?!? i thought ALL my teeth had grown out? but NooOoo i have one still growing  & if it doesn't come out naturally, then i need to cut my gum open in order for it to grow ><"" AND suppositly itz growing crooked!! daMn u teetHH *sigh* and for the next few day's rather the rest of the week im busY as heLL!!